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Episode 15
Is this the place? Are you sure?
- Mom! - Sa-sa Rang!
- No! It's dangerous! It's dangerous! - MOM!
- It's dangerous! - MOM!
- No. It's dangerous! - Mom, no! MOM!
- It's dangerous! - MOM!
- Sa Rang. Sa Rang! - MOM! ♫ You the one I missed and longed for ♫
♫ If only I can go back to your side ♫
♫ It hurts, it hurts so much ♫
♫ If I look at you, I think my tears will fall again ♫
♫ Goodbye my love, goodbye my love ♫
♫ I’m shouting out words that I don’t even mean in my heart ♫
♫ I have so much to say ♫
♫ But when I see you, I can't say anything ♫
Mom! ♫ But when I see you, I can't say anything ♫
Sa Rang! Sunbae!
Yeol!
Hey, the doctor— Hey! Hey!
What's wrong? What?
Stay put, you idiot! You can't move!
I need to find her fast, okay? Before she goes somewhere.
Let's do this. Hold me.
- Ah! - No, no.
Aish, really!
Mom, Mom!
Sunbae!
Hospice and Palliative Care Guide for Cancer Patients and Their Families
I told you, that even if you leave me,
I knew that you wouldn't be able to leave, that I'd be able to find you.
That I could find you.
Mom.
Okay, okay.
Mommy was wrong. I was wrong.
Yes.
- What's wrong with Coach Han? - Yeol, got hurt!
- What? - He got hurt! Yeol, got hurt!
♫ I like having you here, I like that you are mine ♫
♫ I like everything we have between us ♫
DAD, DAD, DAD! ♫ Fall in love ♫
- Don't cry. - Dad!
At times when they're hurt, in danger, if you react without thinking, that's the real thing!
If it's like that, I can believe you, 100%.
Hey, you—
Where is it? Huh? Where is it?
Is it severe?
It's a relief.
It's a relief you didn't leave.
If you do that again— Don't just leave and come back. Stay here.
Aigoo! What's this doing here? Ah!
Oh, right. There's a bandage in the bag. Wait a bit.
Hey!
Don't worry, I'm not going to leave any more.
She caused a riot.
She was yelling Mom so hard, how could I leave? I barely left and you guys caused so much trouble!
Let's go.
I'll start the chemotherapy treatment.
I'll give it a try.
It may not be a 100%, but it isn't 0% either.
Resignation letter
Sunbae.
- Your hair. - What's wrong?
Your hair. Why is your hair like this?
- Aigoo. Why don't you come to your senses? - It hurts! Okay. Really.
So, did you decide?
Yup.
You said, professor Noh from Sam Yeong University?
Yeah, that's what Yeol said.
Coach Han is amazing.
He even got the eccentric professor who was hard to see when we were in school.
Yeah.
He is amazing. That's why I'm apologetic,
because I feel, "Do I have the right to do so?"
So what about your household?
Are you going to get back together with him?
I'll get chemotherapy treatment, but I'm sure you know
the percentage of success is low, and the side effects are many
and it might fail altogether.
Doctors, please help us.
- Hurry up and go. - Sunbae?
I'm a patient now.
I'm not the person who is treating, I'm the one being treated.
Please become a great internal medicine doctor in my place, Woo Hyuk.
Go.
- I'm not going to go. - You have to go.
What are you saying?
Just go out. Go, hurry.
What is this? It's not entertaining at all.
Should I have lived with them?
It's so lonely.
Mom.
I don't like over easy.
Hey, don't over do it with the salt! Just season it well.
Maybe it's because I quit working at the hospital
and have too much time on my hands?
Ta da!
You were just wearing underwear, right?
No! Am I you?
I'm serious.
But what? Weren't we supposed to meet at the hospital tomorrow?
We came to live together.
What?
While you're receiving chemo you'll need a guardian.
I'm Mom's guardian!
We brought small belongings today and the bigger ones will come tomorrow.
What? So, you want to live together here?
Yeah! During the treatment, for two months.
How about this? "Trial co-habitation for Chemo."
Deal!
What you eat starts first.
You have to eat well to live well. That way you can beat the cancer.
Pork belly meat! Pork belly meat!
Hey! No!
Go.
This brightly colored vegetables have a lot of Beta Carotene
and are good for fighting cancer!
Where are you going? Come here.
Oh, here it is.
Tomatoes and garlic kick cancer's butt!
Tomato has lycopene and garlic has silicone.
Selenium!
Right, selenium! Selenium helps to fight cancer.
It's not silicone.
Oh wait.
Rice should be brown rice.
The best friend of cancer is careless salt use!
Cancer feeds off of this.
Now let's eat.
Stop.
Slowly, chew thoroughly.
Since stomach cancer patients can't digest well,
you have to eat slowly and chew thoroughly.
There is a tumor about 0.5 cm in size that even spread to your bladder.
The issue is that the tumor is even spreading towards the liver.
That's why the surgery will be difficult.
You may know too, Dr. Cha, it's just a few months, but it will be hard to endure.
Our strategy is to mix two chemotherapeutic agents.
Initially, you have to get chemotherapy for two weeks.
After the second examination, we'll examine the size of the tumor.
Our ultimate goal is surgery.
The surgery will help reduce the size of the cancer.
This will be a good start.
Even if the chemo is successful, what's the probability that the surgery—
Are you asking about the percentage of success?
The doctor said that
you living right now, is 100%.
What happens next can be thought about next time.
That's right.
What your husband is saying about not knowing what will happen tomorrow, is a part of living.
Husband?
Are you not?
Well, we were for a little while before.
It will be like that later.
Oh yeah!
Let's do it together
What?
I was supposed to win!
If possible she should move.
Every person has cancer cells.
Don't get intimidated or feel invaded by them.
Just learn to co-exist and live with them.
As if you aren't a cancer patient,
except for the few times you were hospitalized for injections, just live your life as usual.
It was already there.
What are you talking about? I even wore it yesterday, but now it's all burnt!
It looks fine.
Stop!
That's your style.
It's fine.
It's on sale!
Here you go.
You look pretty.
The price doesn't matter.
Take it off.
- No. - Take it off.
- Buy it for me. - Take it off!
Hey!
Go shopping, spend time with friends, and dance.
Hobbies?
I'm not growing any of those.
Singing, dancing those kinds of things.
If not exercising, then dance.
Dance.
♫ Aya! Prego!
Oh!
It ripped!
Are you okay?
On 8/26/1956, my daughter Ma Sa Hae went missing.
On 8/26/1956, my daughter Jeong Hae went missing.
♫ Congratulations! Congratulations!
♫ Congratulations! Congratulations! Congratulations!
That's too funny!
♫ Don't cry, my loving daughter.
♫ Mommy is right here
♫ By yourself...
♫ Now, in your dreams...
Laugh a lot, cry a lot.
Don't hold it in and let it all out.
It's raining a lot.
Let's run. Okay?
Here. We're going.
One, two, three. Let's go!
♫ I like having you here, I like that you’re mine ♫
♫ I like everything we have between us ♫
♫ The sight of you coming to me like destiny ♫
♫ Flickers before my eyes ♫
♫ You have drenched my heart ♫
What you've always wanted to do but put off because you were busy, ♫ You have drenched my heart ♫
finding them and doing them is good.
That's love...
Yes, love would be better.
Be it family or a lover, if it's love,
you won't even remember that you have cancer.
Are you happy?
Yes. ♫ I think of you, hold your hand and talk of love every day ♫
♫ But that’s not enough for my heart ♫
♫ Even though I get nervous sometimes when I think of you ♫
♫ My heart is melting, all because of you ♫
Marry me? ♫ When I see you, a day feels so short ♫
Marry me? ♫ It’s so strange ♫
♫ Just looking at your picture, my heart trembles ♫
♫ Because you’re already in my heart ♫
♫ Your voice sweetly whispers ♫
No ♫ Your voice sweetly whispers ♫
No. Can you always stay by my side? ♫
♫ I’ll erase your sadness, because now I only see you ♫
♫ I think of you, hold your hand and talk of love every day ♫
♫ But that’s not enough for my heart ♫
♫ Even though I get nervous sometimes when I think of you ♫
♫ My heart melts because of you ♫
♫ I think of you, hold your hand and talk of love every day ♫
♫ But that’s not enough for my heart ♫
♫ Even though I get nervous sometimes when I think of you ♫
♫ My heart is melting, all because of you ♫
This suits you well.
This is too obviously a wig!
Really? It's expensive. It cost $50.
Really? Why did you buy it?
I paid $150 for four of these.
Are you really a cancer patient! What kind of cancer patient is this lively!
I know. I think it's a misdiagnosis.
You don't have any serious discomfort, do you?
Not yet.
Which one would be best? Her hair will start falling out, right?
She wouldn't need it right away.
These days there a lot of cancer patients that don't experience that.
Then her hair won't fall out?
Probably not. Depending on the patient, the reactions are different.
But don't be careless. If you experience any effects
you have to come right away.
Yes.
Yeol! Han Yeol!
Hyung!
Hey!
Are you okay?
Fighting!
- You didn't need to come. She'll be discharged soon. - We came to check on her too, but
it's a package. A package.
Head coach is going to retire after this season ends.
What?
He's older, you know. He says he'd like to be a PE teacher.
He likes kids.
I will be taking over his place. I think
Sin Woo Pheonix's Baseball Manager.
Did you come here to brag?
Not brag, but scout.
Scout?
I would like you to be the main pitching coach.
I am going to be the main hitting coach.
It is also the will of Coach Bang.
Of course I don't want to,
but I do acknowledge one thing.
You're the best at bringing back a fallen pitcher.
You have to come and see me play.
I've heard that you made a comeback as one of the main players.
Congratulations.
Honestly, that's why I'm here. I have to ask you for a favor.
♫ It is what you have hoped for. ♫
Can you throw me the first baseball to commemorate my comeback?
With Yeol, as well.
To throw the first ball?
♫ Now let’s run for my dream ♫
However, you have to go through one process.
You need to do a presentation, in front of everyone, about your vision for the team.
A presentation. In our language, it would mean an explanation.
I know.
Sorry. I didn't know.
Anyhow, that's all you have to pass.
Everything else, we'll take care of it.
Okay?
♫ The tears that were shed ♫
♫ Now embrace everything in your arms ♫
♫ Awaken your forgotten dreams ♫
Is it okay to do it?
♫ Trust in me once more ♫
♫ Now let’s run for my dream ♫
Now, you all did well. Gather here.
Now, in this year's Youth PE Contest, only the senior students are entering.
Our goal is to make it to semi-finals, so starting today...
I want to compete, too.
Sa Rang, you're in third grade. You can't.
I want to go.
I want it to be a gift for my mom's surgery.
But you don't know if you'll win.
My mom will. If there's something you desperately want, it will come true.
I want to run in front of her.
In front of my healthy mom. That way,
she will have strength to fight the cancer until the end.
To throw the first ball?
Yes, he asked us as a favor,
to celebrate his return after successful physical therapy.
That punk! He didn't even talk to me about it first. Are we both doing it?
I'll throw, you're the pitcher and Sa Rang will hit the ball.
It's a family show. It seems picturesque.
Then, you have to learn how to pitch, from me.
With my chemotherapy and all, I'm even more busy. I even left my position as a physician.
Here, please get in the car. We'll start the pitching training today.
Yes, Principal Madam,
Gi Tae's wife?
No, no, no, I can't do it. It hurts!
What do I do?
You did the splits! Principal Madam!
Let go. It hurts.
What do I do?
Why is it so difficult for me?
Wait... Not the Principal Madam, but now
I should be called Manager Madam.
You heard, right? Next season, Bo Mi's dad,
he is being chosen as the head manager.
As the head manager?
And my husband as the main hitting coach.
You didn't know?
Yeol is also being asked to be the main pitching coach. Don't you know?
That's what Sang Hae said. You didn't know?
You're the left side and your the right.
Let's try to do our best to have a long run.
- Oh right, that pre-pre... Why can't I think of it? - Printer?
You mean freelancer?
- Free style? - No, not that.
- Presen... - tation!
Oh, that's right! presentation.
Yes, you have to pass that to become the main coach. What should we do?
He has to prepare well.
Within our baseball team, I've heard that there is an opposition side.
But since you're sick, so you won't have time to help. What do to?
But what day is it today?
No, it's a congratulations card.
Our Bo Mi got an award from a school event's contest. She is so lovely and I love her to death!
Whenever Bo Mi succeeds in something, I always give out a cake and congratulations card.
Here it is...
Your hair.
Oh my!
When a chance comes along, you have to grab it!
He shouldn't lose his chance because of me.
Huh?
It's all empty! I'm going bald!
To capture your heart with . . .
Sa Rang's dad
Strike!
Wow! That was powerful!
Oh, wow.
Why isn't she coming?
Did something happen again?
Here, throw it here.
You're tardy for your first class.
Hyun Woo gives me strength to pitch.
Sin Woo Phoenix's Ace!
Hey!
I did way better than him.
If you're talking about your youth, it means you're an old fogey now.
You're old. You're old.
Old?
- Think of this here as your mound, - Okay.
and put your feet right on the mound.
That's good. Just as you do ballet, one...
Hey, hey, where are you grabbing?
Great, great, great.
Strike zone.
One, two—
Right?
Hey! Hey, it's not like that.
Your elbow is too low. You could get an injury. Lift it up.
Do it again. One, two, one, two.
Hyung, it's not like that.
You have to raise them up.
- No, your arm should be about right here. - No, that can cause injury.
Oh.
- What is it? - What? Are you okay?
It's nothing. I was a bit dizzy.
Let's stop here. Don't overdo it.
Starting today,
Dr. Shin will be my coach, and Aunt,
you can be my practicing opponent.
Hey!
Instead of Aunt, isn't Unni better?
Auntie! You're out of line. That's foul play. You know?
Do we have to do this? At our age—
At this age, what about taking all the remaining fruit?
I want to practice without Mom and Dad knowing. I want to get better.
I know that but this uncle and this aunt,
we don't exercise well.
Not me. I run really well.
Oh course. You do everything well...
except for dating.
What?
I have to quickly practice! Coach promised that, if I shorten my speed by three seconds within two weeks,
he will let me participate in the competition.
Great, let's start.
Ready!
Ready.
Go!
♫ I like having you here ♫
♫ I like that you’re mine ♫
♫ I like everything we have between us ♫
Like this?
Two, three.
- Oh! - Again!
It's getting better.
Wow, you threw here.
Faster!
You're slowing down. Faster!
Go straight, move your legs faster!
♫ Just looking at your picture, my heart trembles ♫
♫ Because you’re already in my heart ♫
♫ Your voice sweetly whispers ♫
♫ Can you always stay by my side? ♫
♫ I’ll erase your sadness because now I only see you ♫
♫ I think of you, hold your hand and talk of love every day ♫
♫ But that’s not enough for my heart ♫
♫ Even though I get nervous sometimes when I think of you ♫
♫ My heart melts because of you ♫
This is 2015's pro baseball game. The ace player, Ryu Hyun Woo...
Get ready!
Shoulder, like this.
Good. Like that and... Swing!
During winter, he went through blood wrenching rehabilitation at the spring camp
and returned to the mound
sooner than the expected return date.
Under Rehabitilitation Coach Han Yeol, and from various coaching staff, he has really...
Wait, your mom's taking forever to shower.
Practice!
What are you doing? We're late and we have to go out.
Hey Mi Rae, what's wrong?
Why is my body like this?
I think I have a fever. I'm cold.
Cold?
Sa Rang! 911!
First... First ball...
How can the first ball be the problem?
Sa Rang!
♫ As my cold heart melts ♫
It's almost time. Why isn't he coming?
Should we ask if it can be pushed back?
More than the first ball, we're having a presentation for Coach Han after the game.
He should come early and do a rehearsal.
He can't come.
Mi Rae was taken to the emergency room
Aish.
♫ When I look upon you, I feel tears will be uncontrollable ♫
♫ Goodbye, my love. ♫
Blood pressure is low and body temperature is 39 degrees.
♫ I keep saying things I don't mean to myself ♫
She's starting to see some side effects. There's an infection in her gall bladder,
so we need to start her on some antibiotics.
We'll have to temporarily stop her chemotherapy as well.
So that's why her hair started falling out?
What's more serious than that are the results from the blood test.
Her cancer marker levels have increased.
I got hopeful because it got better during the second round, but
she's relapsed.
We'll know for sure after a CT scan,
but it means the treatment isn't working any more.
Then?
There is a decision that has to be made.
Stop here, or continue on as before.
If it continues not to work, she'll have episodes like today, often.
What did he say?
It's a fever from a light cold.
Liar.
It's not.
I'm a doctor. Dr. Cha Mi Rae. Who are you trying to fool?
I'm the professional player in this arena.
It's stopped working, right?
That's why, the side effects are more apparent.
I must have cholecystitis,
since I'm getting these antibiotics.
In the beginning it can be like this. Let's wait an see.
Let's quit. We did all we could.
What are you saying?
I don't regret it.
I don't. You too,
I wish you could be like that before it starts getting more difficult.
♫ A woman has left ♫
♫ A man is left ♫
Why are you doing this to me?
Why must you always take everything away at the last moment?
I haven't expected anything much.
Just once, just this once,
can't you give me a chance?
Can't you... Can't you save her?
Is it that hard?
What did we do so wrong?
What is it that we did so wrong?
♫ Even when I shout and shout for you, you don't hear me. I miss you. ♫
♫ Even if I call and call for you, you don't see me. ♫
My daughter, Sa Rang
♫ I pray that this farewell will pass me by ♫
Yeah Sa Rang? Mom is okay.
I told you to go to school because everything's fine.
Listen in your classes well, and don't forget to go to your after-school academy. Alright?
Study hard!
♫ I only let out a sigh. ♫
Sik Sang Hae
They won't let you postpone the presentation.
Everyone is gathered so hurry and come. Mi Rae will understand.
♫ Because I couldn't hide the love ♫
♫ I couldn't be happy like this ♫
♫ I might have been like that in the past ♫
♫ To feel like I had the whole world whenever you smiled ♫
♫ As the snow falls from the branches ♫
♫ As my cold heart melts ♫
♫ What I miss the most, what I really long for ♫
♫ If only I can be by your side again ♫
♫ It hurts, it hurts so much ♫
♫ It feels like I will burst into tears just by looking at you ♫
Sin Woo Phoenix Coaching Plan
♫ What I don't mean to say ♫
♫ Is what I'm screaming in my heart ♫
- What? You're not going to give the presentation? - Have you lost your mind?
It's for the first team's pitching coach position! First team! What you've been dreaming of this whole time!
That kind of stuff isn't fun to me any more.
You weakling!
I was an idiot to help someone like you.
You don't deserve the Head Coach's trust!
That's why Mi Rae wanted to leave you.
You worry,
you're short sighted and you make bad decisions!
Hey, hey! Why are you two being like this?
I have a family, too.
I have a wife and a daughter.
Even if one of them disappears, I will still protect that position until the end. Why?
Because you can still live.
A person will be able to live again, no matter what.
Yeah, you can be that way.
You are that way.
What? Are you not?
Well then, are you going to die with her?
If you do, will the world end?
Your words are too harsh.
It will end.
I'll die with her.
There are people like this and love like this.
I'm like that. Even if I don't want to be, I'm like this.
That person is my whole world.
My entire world, and reason for living.
You say it, yourself.
Say you can't do it.
What you just said, tell her.
She came to do the presentation, instead of you.
As seen from a somatologist's view, there is a link to the swing and stance.
As you can see, we've observed and assessed the pitcher's position, the pitching board, and pitcher's location to come up with this conclusion.
Now, will there be anyone better for this pitching coach's position, than him?
To summarize: first team, second team, and even rehabilitating pitchers,
there's no pitching coach who knows the pros and cons of each group
better than Coach Han Yeol.
Very good, very good.
Oh, Coach Han.
Hey, Cha Mi Rae.
What are you doing?
Why are you here ? Why did you do my presentation?
Then what about you? Where were you? You should have been here.
That's my decision.
I'm healthy, but you're not.
I can go anywhere but you should be at the hospital.
I'm no longer a patient.
As of today, I graduated from being a patient.
What?
I told you. No. You already know.
We did what we could.
There's nothing else we an do.
I know it's the end. I've seen it a lot.
Breaking down and collapsing to the ground.
I don't believe in that kind of thing!
I've seen countless fallen get up countless times.
That's baseball! That's a game!
We're talking about reality—a person with cancer!
♫ A very long time ago ♫
Yeah, you're right.
You're healthy, but I'm not.
Do you know how a sick person feels?
Do you know what it's like be in so much pain every night, that you're so sure you're going to die?
That fear?
Because of your pride,
because of your amazing love,
I'm getting more tired and sick.
Leaving you damaged,
If you're falling apart like this,
how can I go peacefully?
I'm so anxious and worried,
how should I live? How should I die?
Yeah.
Let's give up then. I'm tired too.
It's annoying and frustrating. It's not living.
It feels like I'm dying.
I can't be with a person who gets scared and wants to run away so easily, any more!
Whether you run away, live, or die,
do whatever you want.
♫ Tears are falling ♫
Why?
Why? Why?
Why?
Why are you the only one who's sick?
Why am I healthy? Why?
Why? WHY?
WHY?
What are you doing?
You came? My loving Hoobae.
Are you crazy? What do you want to do?
End party. I'm having a final party, by myself.
I'm finished today.
Chemo, living together, love... I quit it all!
Let go!
I want to live!
I want to live, too!
Let go!
Let go! Let go!
Okay, okay!
I want to live!
Just let me die!
Just let me go. Please.
Sunbae. Sunbae, stop it.
Sunbae.
Oh, Ji Hye. You came?
My favorite, Ji Hye.
Do you hate me, too?
Okay, well everyone hates me.
Follow me. I have something to show you.
Huh?
♫ As the snow falls from the branches ♫
♫ As my cold heart melts ♫
It's been a few days. She said her mom is fighting until the end, so she will run to the end, too.
♫ If I can only be by your side again ♫
She wanted to show you as a surgery present,
to run in front of her healthy mom.
♫ It hurts so much ♫
♫ It feels like I will burst out in tears just by looking at you ♫
♫ Goodbye, my love, goodbye, my love ♫
You don't feel sorry looking at Sa Rang?
Do you think it's just about you two?
Did you already forget about Sa Rang?
Oh!
Mom and Dad!
Are you okay?
You're not hurt?
Of course not. Whose daughter am I?
I'm healthy like Mom and Dad.
But are you already discharged?
I thought you'd be there for a few more days.
The hospital,
I have to go.
Chemo...
I'd like to start treatment again.
Look here. In contrast to the blood test result, the tumor size has decreased.
There are times when the tumor count levels are misleading,
but it's still rare.
- Then? - Then?
The surgery may work. Let's do one more treatment
and schedule a date.
♫ I promise you, I promise you the best time of your life. I promise you, I promise you as a gift to you.
♫ You don't have to feel sorry. I thank you, Mom! What are you doing this weekend? Let's drink milk together.
♫ Like now, love you, love you, love you
♫ When you feel like giving up on everything and crying,
♫ You can just remember that you are not alone
♫ You can cry as much as you want
♫ In my embrace
♫ Until you die, be by my side. No, even when you die. Promise me that.
♫ I will in the next life, and the next, and the one after that, be your daughter forever ever ever forever.
♫ We feel the same. I feel that way too.
♫ Forever, my only
♫ You're my girl
We scheduled a date.
The best surgeon in the hospital will lead the team.
Thank you.
You know right? That the chance of survival is less than 30%.
Even if it's successful, a recurrence is possible within the next five years.
Let's try it.
You have to wait here now.
Wait.
Cha Mi Rae.
Mi Rae.
Let's get married.
My daughter,
be her mom.
♫ I don't miss you any more ♫
♫ I don't even want to see you ♫
♫ I've already forgotten about loving you ♫
♫ Quietly ♫
We have to go in now.
♫ Being able to do nothing, that's what I feel ♫
♫ When you come, my tears fall ♫
♫ Like when you left a very long time ago ♫
♫ Just like that day ♫
♫ I'm okay now ♫
♫ I've already given up on that thing called love ♫
♫ Like a fool, I ♫
♫ Should I cry? ♫
Super Daddy Yeol ~Preview~
The wedding location will be here! We'll get all our newlywed things here! I will decide all the wedding gifts as well!
I will make a list of everything, so all you have to do is make the reservation!
My body feels a bit strange.
The pain symptoms have started.
Until the wedding, please keep it a secret.
There's a separate present. I'm going to win the medal.
Hey, Mi Rae.
It's for your wedding. I would really like to be with you on that day...
Mom.